I dont know what kinda mood or rather feelings I've every moment. It seems to vary very often these days. I know , I know it'd always been revolving around the same thing. Nothing eases. and that is true. more often said than not, Move on... and just looked forward. Easier said than really do. Who enjoys rollar coaster emotional rides? You do? I don't. No one does. but its not like a feeling which can easily be controlled. I miss him and that its true. I always wake up really wish I can still see him again. really. my heart still hurt significantly every single time I recalled the instant moment he left. My heart hurts....